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but as islam fell in this western outpost, it was just starting to be revived in the east, where the ottomans would reintroduce islam to europe and preside over a new golden age.
because aethelflaed, sweet aethelflaed, to whom i had made an oath, was a captive. 
“how else can they send a messenger to the dead?” ethelwold asked.
it was actually the finest spectacle ever witnessed of muslims leaving their homes, praying, acclaiming allah’s name.
“were people to be given according to their claims, some would claim the wealth and blood of others. but the burden of proof is upon the claimant, and the taking of an oath is upon the one who denies an allegation
“let’s go ashore,” i said, “and take a city.”
because it was time to fight.
“there are two gates,” i said, “one leads directly into the old roman fort, the other goes to the marketplace.”
the ignorant person needs to be taught, the one who has doubts needs to have things explained to him, the negligent one needs to be reminded. the one who willfully persists in error needs to be warned.
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em but as islam fell in this western outpost, it was just starting to be revived in the east, where the ottomans would reintroduce islam to europe and preside over a new golden age.
because aethelflaed, sweet aethelflaed, to whom i had made an oath, was a captive. 
“how else can they send a messenger to the dead?” ethelwold asked.
it was actually the finest spectacle ever witnessed of muslims leaving their homes, praying, acclaiming allah’s name.
“were people to be given according to their claims, some would claim the wealth and blood of others. but the burden of proof is upon the claimant, and the taking of an oath is upon the one who denies an allegation
“let’s go ashore,” i said, “and take a city.”
because it was time to fight.
“there are two gates,” i said, “one leads directly into the old roman fort, the other goes to the marketplace.”
the ignorant person needs to be taught, the one who has doubts needs to have things explained to him, the negligent one needs to be reminded. the one who willfully persists in error needs to be warned.
it’s raining, it’s pouring- the engines are roaring!
on the roads of dubai, the cars try to fly
then they slip and they slide into crawling.
sofa
who is peter rabbit?
what did his mother tell peter rabbit and his sisters to go do?
what did peter do instead?
why was going to the garden a bad idea?
how did peter get home again?
what advice would you give peter?
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abez ismy legacypoetry are you my daughter-in-law? january 18, 2017 9:20 pm ⋅ leave a comment ⋅ abez a young woman with down’s syndrome (who has been baking for a long ole time already) gets rejected from too many bakery jobs. so she opens her own bakery. this video made me cry for so many reasons. i’m scared of what my son’s future will hold. i know that him being rejected over and over and over again is not a possibility, it’s a given because he has autism. we’ve been taking the rejections for him and until now they’ve always been from schools. who rejects a child from a kg or a hifz program? lots of people, apparently. it’s a given because he has autism. a time will come when we can no longer protect him from rejection. already he struggles with school and with friends. soon he will struggle with employment and – this hurts my heart most – loneliness. my son will want to get married. he’s barely 11, but he’s already told my husband and i as much. and why shouldn’t he? he’s kind, he adores babies, he’s super-intelligent, and would make an affectionate, doting husband and father. a time will come when he will work the courage up to ask some sweet young girl to spend her life with him- and he will be rejected because he has autism. not because he will be too mean, or too uneducated, or too poor, or too ugly, or too anything at all- even if he is financially supported and gainfully employed, and surrounded by a family and safety net that any young married couple would be grateful to have, no- he will be rejected because he has autism. i would like to believe that somewhere out there, there is a little girl currently growing up into the woman who will be my son’s partner, protector, and friend. i want to believe that she’s the bubbly, confident, and to-hell-with-the-rest-of-yall type when it comes to what’s cool and what’s not. she can see the system well enough to buck it and marry a young man who has so much going for him even though the whole system may be against him. wherever you are sweetheart, may allah introduce us soon. posted in: autism, momma-ism, parenting well, that escalated quickly… november 10, 2016 2:46 am ⋅ 4 comments ⋅ abez when i dropped my children off to school this morning one of their little friends, who is six and in first grade, ran out of line to ask me a question. “hey! iman’s mom!” “yes dear?” i answered. “are you leaving the united states of america?” i blinked a few times. i must’ve blinked a few more. she asked again. “are you leaving? like, leaving the country?” “not, ummm…” “not now you mean?” she offered helpfully, “you mean like maybe you’re leaving in a month or so?” my brain was forced into a gear not typical for 8am on a school morning. it went from 0-60, starting at he can’t do that and zooming towards people thought hitler couldn’t either. i thought about the way people stare at my eight year old when she wears her favorite hijab, the pink one with the cat ears. i thought about the cashier who reminded me that i was in america, as if i could have possibly forgotten what country i was from or currently in. i thought about my son, whose classmates tried to call him “kevin” because khalid, a name with two syllables and larger-than-life social media star to front it, was “too hard” to say. i don’t know, to be honest, where my future will be. i had been living abroad for sixteen years before this previous one, and i was happy with the expat life. i came back for the same reason that many move here for in the first place- for opportunity. i have a child with special needs whose future depends on the kind of education and treatment not currently available where i was living. all three of my children have a rare disease whose specialists are concentrated in a handful of countries, and unsurprisingly, america is one of them. i turned back to our little friend. “no dear. we’re here.” she grinned and ran off the join her class, mingling with the rest of the six year olds sharing pencils and fears of deportation. for now, we’re here. posted in: uncategorized emotional brickmail #seewhatididthere september 21, 2016 2:06 am ⋅ 1 comment ⋅ abez if i threw a brick through your window could i tell you it was an amanah? could i tape a little note to it that says “this brick is a sacred trust and by accepting this brick into your window you are now accountable, in the sight of allah, for delivering this brick through the window of all your friends?” remember, an amanah is serious business, and the prophet muhammad ﷺ said that allah has said: “there are three people whom i shall be their opponent on the day of judgment: a man who was given something in my name and then betrays; a man who sells-off a free man (as a slave) and consumes the price; and a man who hires a labourer, makes use of his service then does not give him his wages.” -saheeh al bukhari so if i lobbed a brick through your window in the name of allah, and you betrayed the trust of putting it through all your friends’ windows, would you be making yourself an enemy of allah? it seems kind of silly and yet, how often have you seen this message: a message from our sister; *name varies* from *location*. as salaamu alaykum wa rahmatu lahie wa barakaatoe . i make an oath with you people in front of allah and i leave this as amanah with you until the day of judgement. if you opened this message and read it that you have to send it to all your contacts. i want you to make dua for me that allah(swt) gives me shafa (quick healing). i have stage 4 form of breast cancer and it’s spread to my bone and body now. i ask you in the name of allah(swt) don’t close this message before you have sent it to all your contacts because one day you will need dua and an oath (amanah) makes the mountains shake….forward as received.. this emotional brick gets tossed through a window on your computer and because it invokes the name of allah himself, we say ameen, and maybe even forward it just to be on the safe side. here’s the thing though- you can’t throw amanaat at people and run the other way. a person must actually make a promise before they are held accountable for it in the sight of allah. fear of allah is a good thing. it keeps us honest and in case we are neglected our promises, the thought of standing exposed on qiyama with nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, and the inescapable justice of allah himself filling the horizon is a good thing. it would be even better if the people who wrote these emails feared allah too, because the implied threat in the message is that “if you ignore my prayers, allah will ignore yours too.” speaking on allah’s behalf without his permission is a grave offense. making threats on his behalf? much, much worse. next time someone throws this brick through your window – out of fear of allah – kindly and gently hand it back to them.  kindly inform them that they are not held to promises they never made and oaths invoked by people they never met. mention as well that the mercy of allah is limitless, and no one has the right to threaten or even imply that if you don’t do what they want you to, allah won’t do what he promised to. “and when my servants ask you, [o muhammad], concerning me – indeed i am near. i respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon me. so let them respond to me [by obedience] and believe in me that they may be [rightly] guided.” surah al baqarah ayah 186 posted in: islam ilmfest and ehlers-danlos may 23, 2016 8:53 am ⋅ 4 comments ⋅ abez posted in: video tafseriously? pharoah was a jerk. march 11, 2016 10:03 am ⋅ 1 comment ⋅ abez posted in: islam, tafseriously, video haramalaikum: bacon -vs- bullying february 10, 2016 10:02 am ⋅ 2 comments ⋅ abez posted in: islam, video kids ask: what’s the point of jummah? january 29, 2016 11:01 pm ⋅ 3 comments ⋅ abez a few minutes before jummah today, my son came and sat down next to me in a grumpy huff. “momma, i just don’t understand…” he furrowed his lil brow angrily and said, “what’s the point of jummah!” i told him i had the answer. but first, we needed candy… posted in: islam, momma-ism, parenting mister flamey-cheeks, abu lahab january 16, 2016 7:17 am ⋅ leave a comment ⋅ abez you might know the *what* of surah lahab/masad, but do you know the *why*? who was abu lahab, and why did he of all people get a surah? and what’s up with his wife? learn this in the most non-scholarly of all explanations, the first of what shall henceforth be known as… tafseriously? yeah, tafseriously! posted in: islam, tafseriously i love: false dilemmas! january 4, 2016 7:05 am ⋅ 4 comments ⋅ abez if they asked you what you wanted for christmas and you said “omg a logical fallacy!” then this video is for you!  in which i explain why i love the false dilemma and how people – and shaitaan too- attempt to trick you with it. allah’s messenger ﷺ said: “beware of sins which are treated as being minor, just like a people who encamp in the centre of a valley, so someone brings a stick of firewood and someone else brings a stick until they are, therefore, able to bake their bread. likewise, sins which are treated as being minor, and for which the person is taken to account, will destroy him.” [ahmad] posted in: islam, video dreams from a first-world bubble november 8, 2015 1:37 pm ⋅ 2 comments ⋅ abez posted in: uncategorized human mp3: how i quit music& learned quran through mind-numbing commute time! november 5, 2015 12:01 am ⋅ 1 comment ⋅ abez posted in: uncategorized once upon a time…cockroach! october 20, 2015 6:31 pm ⋅ 2 comments ⋅ abez posted in: uncategorized dysautonomia and me october 14, 2015 11:06 pm ⋅ 6 comments ⋅ abez whether you want it or not, habibti. cuz i didn’t want it but i got it anyway! posted in: medical misadventures questions? october 5, 2015 6:30 am ⋅ 2 comments ⋅ abez assalamualaikum people who are still here and haven’t died of boredom yet! october is dysautonomia awareness month, and my next vlog will be about … drumroll please… dysautonomia. so, any questions? apart from “what the heck is that?” i’ll answer them inshaallah as best as i can. 🙂 posted in: medical misadventures how’s texas? september 27, 2015 12:53 am ⋅ 3 comments ⋅ abez posted in: adventures first vlog: headfirst into imperfection september 23, 2015 10:07 pm ⋅ 9 comments ⋅ abez following two months of zero update and almost a year of chronic hand pain, i’ve finally decided to start video blogging, even if the result is less than perfect. perfection belongs to allah alone. yes, that is my excuse. posted in: uncategorized, video cleaning house july 14, 2015 2:05 pm ⋅ 4 comments ⋅ abez so it’s crunch time. the house is being packed and sorted into a bazillion little piles, all bound in invisible string and tied directly to my heart.  every time a little pile- khalid’s first artworks, iman’s first story, musfira’s baby blanket- fails to make the packing priority list, it stings as it’s tugged and let loose. every thing sold has a history, good or bad. some strings were tied too tightly, and feeling them snap and fall away feels like being able to breathe again.  things i’ve wanted to burn are instead given away, things i wanted to keep forever in my hands will be left behind and then kept in my heart instead. growing up with a mormon mother, i was taught to document, treasure, and save all these little piles of things and cherish them from one international move to another.  i have carried with me a drawing my little brother made me in 1994 as well as the first tooth that i lost since i first lost it. but growing into a muslim, i have come to understand that this frantic need to preserve every last scribble is futile for three reasons. first of all, allah has sent angels to record every word, thought, and moment in my life with nothing less than divinely powered accuracy. they’re doing a much better job of recording my life than i ever could. second, i can’t take it with me. nothing will go with me into my grave except for my good deeds.  not even the doll my mother bought me when i was four.  that would be exceptionally creepy. third, allah will take the universe- the entire vast and incomprehensibly big universe- into his right hand and roll it up like a scroll.  it’ll be done.  khallas. finished.  destroyed.  why do i need to preserve what the angels have documented and what qadr will destroy? why do i need to preserve that which was intended to be temporary? i don’t. so i’m not.  the only exception to this is my poetry, and now that every dresser and drawer is being dumped out and aggressively sorted, random poems are coming out of the woodwork.  so i may be posted random poetry here and there as i find it.  and once it’s been typed, i will be throwing it in the garbage. the end. posted in: uncategorized elegant mashups: sword song july 9, 2015 4:42 pm ⋅ leave a comment ⋅ abez so my brilliant writerly friends (who let me hang out with them sometimes) play a game in which we take two books, pick a sentence from each at random, and then attempt to connect the two in some semblance of sense. it is a tremendously challenging exercise as a writer, all the more so when the skills-bar is raised so high.  we don’t know what it’s called, so i’m calling it an elegant mashup. this week, we mashed bernard cornwell’s sword song, a historical fiction set in 9th and 10th century britain- together with two islamic books, lost islamic history and the prophet’s methods for correcting peoples mistakes. so without further ado, here are some of the results. the passages in bold are taken verbatim from the books selected, and everything in between is where the fun happens. 😀 first blood but as islam fell in this western outpost, it was just starting to be revived in the east, where the ottomans would reintroduce islam to europe and preside over a new golden age. they would enter by invitation- as the locals knew long beforehand of their character, their honesty, and the desperately needed goods they brought. they were experienced merchants as well as men who feared their foreign god, even if they seemed to have no respect for ours. at first, the druids went nearly rabid trying to convince the townsmen to expel them, crying omens of darkness and the inevitable doom that the turks would bring. we believed them, the same way we believed that tea leaves spoke truth and stars spoke for the dead, but our town was hungry. our trade was dying. our marketplace was empty, so we welcomed the turks. gods, our gods, fell strangely silent when they came. the omens ceased and the ranting quieted, maybe because gods like a full belly and a pinch of salt too. even gods need to eat i suppose. but not all of the turks feared their god, or our gods, or any god it seemed. one day a group of the ottomans took up the very arms they had come to sell us, and blood was spilled on the newly cobbled road of the marketplace. they fought one of our clansmen and took his home. they slew his sons, and from his daughters, they took liberties. the rest of the merchants- the ottoman strangers, took to arms up too- but against the rogue merchants. we stood with them, shoulder to shoulder, sword to sword and shield to shield, outside of the captured longhouse. i stood there too, with fire in my stomach and fear in my heart. because aethelflaed, sweet aethelflaed, to whom i had made an oath, was a captive.  -ummcupcakes the freed slave “how else can they send a messenger to the dead?” ethelwold asked. his palms were damp but he could hide them. just as he could hide the knots in his stomach. ethelwold was almost sure jason couldn’t see the panic inside him. almost. “the dead are not a threat to us,” jason said, not hiding the disdain in his voice. “it’s those fool slaves, the ones who cry by the river.” ethelwold’s stomach contracted in fear. he had brought them food yesterday, bread tied flat against his belly and chest. he had chosen the darkest part of the night, and they had been too weak to be overjoyed. but they had whispered their thanks. in a moment of blinding certainty, ethelwold had pulled the scarf away from his face. who had he to fear? only allah. now, standing across from jason, he struggled to remember who his real lord was. hadn’t he, a few weeks ago, snuck across the valley and stood watching them? “i’m part of you,” he had wanted to say. but he’d held his tongue, making himself content with what his heart felt.it was actually the finest spectacle ever witnessed of muslims leaving their homes, praying, acclaiming allah’s name. –ummenthusiasm the rightful claim “were people to be given according to their claims, some would claim the wealth and blood of others. but the burden of proof is upon the claimant, and the taking of an oath is upon the one who denies an allegation.” the old man’s face, brown and thin, housed eyes so earnest that i couldn’t hold his gaze for long lest my own resolve falter. i nodded gravely. “thank you ustadh. your forebearance is a lesson upon which to reflect.” i turned to my men. hungry and bare, hair matted and bared, their eyes glittered. i counted their faces. still twenty remained. of them, how many could be counted on to hold a sword, to wield a knife? yusuf, moiz, qamar… perhaps ten. maybe fifteen of them whose limbs now crowded the ship’s stern would stay their ground in a fight. not enough to take the garrison, not if we went straight in. but if we split into two, and half the mean went in from above while half set fire to the ships? my mind was made up. with all deference to the ustadh, we would stake our claim. “let’s go ashore,” i said, “and take a city.” because it was time to fight. -ummpoignance was-sabiqoon “there are two gates,” i said, “one leads directly into the old roman fort, the other goes to the marketplace.” i gestured towards the heavy oaken door bound with strips of steel hammered, no doubt, from the broken swords of fallen turks. iskandar gave no indication that he had seen my signal in the darkness i shifted carefully, so that the sound of my armor would not betray our presence to the guards. i found iskandar’s eyes, in the half shadow beneath his visor staring vacantly at the wall itself. there, hanging no more than a cubit’s height from the ground, hung a man. rather, it used to be a man. now it man-shaped collection of desiccated flesh, clinging to bone bleached from the sun and sinews putrid from its heat. in the gentle pre-dawn breeze, it creaked slowly back and forth on the rope that suspended it. how strange, i thought, that they should have hung him in his armor. armor was precious, and the turkish craftsmanship was so far superior to our poor saxon vests that our bandits wore their pilfered armor without any modifications at all. if they left this man’s armor on, it was because they wanted it seen. the wind rose, and the body turned to face us. even without eyes, his face was still recognizable. no other man had inspired so much respect in the village, or commanded so much admiration in its people. it was saeed. saeed abu iskandar as-saleh. turning slowly in the breeze. iskandar roared, and the very air trembled with his fury. i remember, very clearly, the thin metallic scrape of his sword being pulled from its sheath. he leapt onto the low wall itself and began clawing his way up to the saxon guards who stood dumbstruck at its top. the ignorant person needs to be taught, the one who has doubts needs to have things explained to him, the negligent one needs to be reminded. the one who willfully persists in error needs to be warned. -ummcupcakes posted in: writing ⋅ tagged: fiction الوالي al- wali, the protecting friend june 19, 2015 12:10 am ⋅ 3 comments ⋅ abez ya wali, as we move to a new country with new people, where we will find both new friends new enemies, please be the protecting friend of my children. if my children face bullies, please protect their little hearts and bodies. if my children face loneliness on the straight path,  let them know that the lord himself is with them even if no one else seems to be. if my children cannot speak for themselves allah, please do what the best of friends does, and speak on their behalf to protect their rights, dignities, and wellbeing. ya wali, protect them from every form of abuse – physical, emotional, verbal, sexual, financial, and psychological – and turn destructive influences away from them and them away from destructive influences. when i no longer walk this world with them, and they find themselves without their biggest fan and first friend, ya wali- comfort them and replace me in their lives with the companionship of those you love. protect my children, my little friends and yours, with the company of the righteous and those with yaqeen in their hearts. let your loving friendship protect their innocence, ya wali, as you guide them on the smoothest, straightest, most peaceful path back to you. ameen, ameen, ameen. al-wali, from the virtual mosque and so what does it mean for allah (swt) to be al-wali – the protective friend? it means that he has your back. he could have just been a ‘friend,’ but some friends are flaky. he is the true wali, demonstrating his closeness to you and his protectiveness of you. this beautiful verse encapsulates how allah (swt) manifests this attribute in our lives: “allah is the wali of those who believe. he brings them out from darknesses into the light…” (qur’an, 2:257) posted in: islam, ramadan ⋅ tagged: allah 30 days, 30 duas. june 17, 2015 4:16 am ⋅ 1 comment ⋅ abez i have yet to, in my life, manage to post continuously for a thirty day stretch, but in the followup of an inspirational and much-needed pre-ramadan meeting with my awesome circle of friends, i will now try. how many of allah’s names do you know? i’m testing myself here, no cheating.  translations based on what i remember.  here i go: allah – god, with the capital g ar-rahman – the merciful al-latif – the subtle al-man’3u- the preventer of harm al-khabeer – the informed al- wadud – the loving ash-shakoor – the grateful (not sure how to translate this- allah is gracious in his thanks?) al-jameel – the beautiful al-mujeeb – the answerer (of prayers) al-ghafoor – the forgiving al- khaaliq – the creator ok, i made it to 11 before trying to mentally pull up a dusty old record in my head from ramadan in pakistan as a child, many moons ago.  given that there are 99 names of allah, 11 is kind of…sad.  so my ramadan goal for this blog is this: i will, inshaallah, post one personal dua a day based on a name of allah.  inshaallah, by the end of ramadan i should then know 30 of them, instead of 11.  inshaallah. 🙂 posted in: ramadan ramadan craft: ikea fanoos june 12, 2015 8:16 am ⋅ 3 comments ⋅ abez so in parts of the world other than america (where i grew up) there is a ramadan tradition of lighting and decorating with fanoos, or lamps. in parts of the world, like america (where i grew up) there is a tradition of crafting things for no reason other than the fact that you can, yay! so here is our ramadan fanoos how-to, especially useful if you happen to be living in parts of the world where they do sell flat-packed meatballs and swedish furniture in gravy, but not ramadan decorations. you will need: ikea lanterns whatever nail polish your children haven’t painted their teeth with yet sparkly bits you will then: exercise saintly levels of maternal patience while the children paint the tables, floors, hands, fingers, and glass windows of the lamps. remember to cover the table, so start the craft over on a plastic sheet. tell children to paint the glass as many times as necessary to achieve desired opacity (or the lack thereof) as cheap nail polish can be frustratingly invisible when applied on glass. you can use: random sparkly bits and notions to jazz the lamps up. we used sequins and they stuck well enough on to the wet nail polish. caution: the top part of the lamp will heat up once a candle is lit inside, we kinda regret using nail polish on the top section, as it smells.  we put crystals there too, and they melted. they’re not there anymore. an electric tea-light instead of a real candle in case you don’t want to deal with heat or children burning themselves whenever they see they pretty fanoos and say ooooooooh! aaaaaah! mashaallah! ramadan kareem. 🙂 posted in: uncategorized when nineveh met taif: gems from ilmfest may 21, 2015 9:36 pm ⋅ 5 comments ⋅ abez it was a sad day in ninevah. the prophet yunus, peace be upon him, was leaving. angry, frustrated, and unable to continue what felt like a hopeless endeavor, he boarded the first ship out of town, leaving his homeland behind. he had tried and tried and tried– but no matter how hard he argued or how sincerely he reasoned, they were unwilling to see that reason. and he couldn’t see himself staying there anymore, so he left. the ship left the shore, and as it sailed towards the open sea his homeland grew smaller in the distance. he looked towards its shore and he could see the land, the trees, the sky above the place where he had been born and brought up. he could also see clouds- dark, angry rolling clouds gathering above. a storm was brewing. he thought the storm would be unleashed on his people, but it turns out that the people of nineveh did something unusual when they saw the wrath of god coming- they actually repented. and allah forgave them. wow. i know, right? all those other times people saw the wrath of god coming and thought, “wow, those are some ominous-looking clouds. i bet it’s going to be a lovely drizzle! it’s not like god’s angry at us or anything…” but the people of nineveh got it right. so that storm never hit them. it hit prophet yunus alaihis-salam instead. back on the boat, there was chaos. the ocean waves had grown into rolling hills, and the ship scaled their heights before racing down their depths and into the danger of capsizing. people began throwing their belongings over- their life’s possessions, their wares, their financial investments in the future- to save the reality of their present. it wasn’t enough. that’s when they threw yunus as over instead. man, first his own people rejected him. now the people on the boat chucked him into the monstrous waves of a wrath-level storm. it couldn’t get any worse. or maybe it did, because that’s when an enormous whale swallowed yunus as and swam straight to the bottom of the ocean. beneath the darkness of the storm lay the darkness of the water. within the darkness of the water swam the darkness within the whale. and in the darkness of the whale, yunus as thought he was dead. he lay unmoving, unseeing, unsure of what-if anything- was to come. then, in silence of the darkness he heard a tiny sound. he listened closer and realized he was hearing the pebbles on the ocean floor. they were making tasbih. that is when yunus (as) understood he was still alive. grateful, ashamed, humbled – he began to turn his body. he squeezed and pushed against the crushing insides of the whale until he was lying on his stomach. then he strained, he pulled, he fought until his knees were bent beneath him, and pulled his hands around to his face. there, in the belly of the whale, in the darkness within the darkness within the darkness- yunus as made sujood. he prayed. there is no god but you allah, and truly i am from among those who have sinned. there is no god but you allah, and truly i am from among those who have sinned. there is no god but you allah, and truly i am from among those who have sinned. he made this dua over and over again, and he kept repeated it until the whale began to swim upwards, rising from the ocean’s darkness to the shore’s light, where he spat yunus onto the shore. sunlight seared yunus’s raw, acid-burned skin. he screamed, and then turned that scream into prayer- gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaathere is no god but you allah, and truly i am from among those who have sinned. there is no god but you allah, and truly i am from among those who have sinned. he kept praying until the pain subsided and the skin healed, and to make a long story short- it turns out the people that yunus as ran away from were looking for him. they wanted him to teach them the faith that they had earlier rejected. and here is where nineveh meets taif. when the messenger of allah, muhammad ﷺ was ten years into his mission, he was hit with terrible loss. his wife khadija ra- who had been best friend, his wife, his first believer and his first supporter- died. in the same year, his uncle abu talib- who had been his protector and friend- also died. and not only did he die- he died without accepting islam or becoming a muslim. in this state of grief, muhammadﷺ had a big problem. the chiefs of the quraysh controlled who could live or stay in makkah, and getting the chief’s stamp was kind of like getting a visa or a greencard. no visa? no residence. abu talib had been stamping muhammad’s saw proverbial visa to this point, but when he died, his brother stood next in line to head the tribe of bani hashim. you know abu talib’s younger brother don’t you? abdul uzza- aka- your jolly old uncle abu lahab? abu lahab was one of the prophet’s ﷺ most hateful opponents. despite being related by blood, he was viciously opposed to his nephew’s mission. his wife put thorns outside the prophet’sﷺ  door, and abu lahab himself dumped camel guts there. because when cursing, rejecting, and disowning your own family members isn’t enough, the next logical step is guts. having lost his wife, his uncle, and his ability to stay in his hometown, the prophet ﷺ went to taif to see if the people there would be receptive to the message of islam. contrary to pop-seerah, he didn’t just walk in and then get pelted out with stones on the same day. he was there for two weeks- talking, reasoning, calling people to the beauty of islam and instead facing the ugliness of rejection. “what, you? a messenger?” people spat in his direction. he faced spite, arrogance, and verbal abuse. finally, he was forced to leave the city, and on his way out, the children of taif pelted him with stones until he bled all the way into his sandals. in physical pain and emotional anguish, the messenger of allah slumped down against a palm tree outside a home at the outskirts of taif, and covered in blood- he began to cry. the owners of the home looked out their window and took pity on him, sending out a servant with a plate of grapes. the prophet ﷺ accepted the grapes and before eating said, “bismillah hir-rahman nir-raheem.” curious, the slave asked muhammad ﷺ what his name was. muhammad ﷺ introduced himself and asked the slave what his name was.   the slave’s name was addas. the prophet ﷺ asked where he was from, as addas was not a local name. addas said he was from nineveh. “nineveh?” the prophet remarked, “you are of the people of yunus.” “what would you know about yunus?” addas challenged, surprised that a bleeding arab would have anything to say about his christian homeland. the prophet ﷺ said, “yunus was a prophet, and i am a prophet, and the prophets are brothers.” and there the story of yunus intertwined with the story of muhammad ﷺ, and addas- a christian slave- became the only person to embrace both the prophet ﷺ and islam in taif that day. and allah is the best of planners. posted in: gems, islam news april 13, 2015 3:23 pm ⋅ 7 comments ⋅ abez i’ve got news and you get to decide which category you want to put it in. see, if you live in dubai, then you’ll consider that we’re moving to be bad news.  if you live in dallas though, then you’ll think it’s pretty good news, because that’s where we’re headed inshaallah.  it is official.  i am trading my yalla for a y’all, and that is news. i am tentatively excited, reservedly optimistic, and trepidatiously wary of how green the grass on the other side of autism services will or won’t be. we’ve had an equal measure of people telling us that texas is the worst place for autism services, or the best place for autism services, but it all boils down to this: texas is a place where autism services in mainstream schools exists, and dubai is not. sorry dubai.  i really am.  sorry for every date palm, every ladies-only beach, every niqab-friendly ice-cream bar, mall prayer room, and halal international chain restaurant i leave behind.  goodbye five-star hotel buffet dates with husband, hello tuna sandwiches and veggie patties, and packing our own pb&j for the road. goodbye beautiful domed masajid on every corner, and the ability to travel without planning the entire day around where one can (and overwhelmingly can’t) do wudu in public and then pray in secret so people don’t freak out and call in the national guard. i’m not ‘murica bashing, i promise.  but there is a certain effortlessness in practicing islam in a country full of masjids, regardless of whether they stand within a block of a nightclub or not.  i can – and d0! – go everywhere in an abaya and i am appropriately dressed every single time.  at the beach, to a wedding, speaking in a conference or the board room- me and my abayas go everywhere without getting second glances or side-eye.  i will miss that. dubai is not perfect.  no place in the world is, but it is comfortable and safe, and for the last ten years it’s been our home.  i was married here.  my children were born here.  my parents and all but one sibling live here.  we have a happy slew of well-loved cousins who will be terribly missed.  i have a circle of friends who feed me, entertain my children and my neurosis while reminding me of allah every time we meet over coffee, lunch, and more coffee.  it is a beautiful bond, and one not easily replaced. i started my first company here and found my voice and my professional confidence in a culture where the way i dress has never been an issue.  i have stood side-by-side with women in pencil skirts, stilettos, and fascinators  and not felt any bit of self-consciousness or otherness. the most fascinating thing about fascinators is that women choose to wear them. seriously. where i once shied away from public scrutiny, i learned here how to stand in the limelight and own it, from the bottom of my sneakers to the top of my sheila. i will miss dubai, but i am going to dallas willingly because somewhere in the great, wide world of ieps and special education services, we’re looking for whatever it is that khalid needs to grow as a functional, independent little man.  dallas may not be our place in this world, but we’re going there so khalid can, inshaallah, find his. so swap my basboosa for a brisket and call me texan.  we’ve got 13 weeks left in the uae and we’re packing, sorting, and selling off whatever doesn’t fit into our luggage allowance. yeehaw. posted in: autism april is autism awareness month! march 30, 2015 12:39 am ⋅ leave a comment ⋅ abez alhamdulillah, very excited to be on the greedforilm podcast for world autism day talking social stigma in the muslim community and spiritual coping for special needs parents. 🙂 posted in: ask abez, autism insert angst here march 28, 2015 9:56 pm ⋅ 7 comments ⋅ abez certain blog posts are composed entirely of angst. this will be one of them. and now, in alphabetical order, i present to you the causes of my angst. arthritis: my everything hurts. but it stopped hurting when i started meds for the arthritis. but then i was having nightmares every night, and going to sleep at night became a source of angst. so then my dr. changed my meds, and the nightmares stopped but all the pain came back. i followed up with doc, and she said that if my pain isn’t responding to this medicine then it might not even be from arthritis, so now i’m confused (and also, in pain) because if it’s not arthritis then why did everything stop hurting with the last medicine? autism: khalid’s doing amazingly on an academic level, but his social skills are stuck in kg mode. i take him to play and he ends up being by himself regardless of the number of children there, because other nine year olds don’t speak his play language. he gets along best with five year olds. they still play trains and dinosaurs and simple cause & effect games. blogging: i feel guilty about neglecting my blog, like properly remorseful. and yet, between the pain involved with writing and the pain of my subject matter, i’m really having a hard time. i’m stressed, so i’m going to end up writing about stress. i don’t want to though, i’m not here to bring myself or other people down. i know that people will find whatever they’re looking for, and i refuse to look for pain. pain seems to be looking for me though. eds: my neck got stuck again a few days ago, and i couldn’t find my phone, husband was out of the country, and the kids needed a blue million things but all they got was peanut butter & jelly. eventually i found my phone and ordered in fried chicken, alhamdulillah. took some painkillers and slathered myself in voltaren gel. am still stiff but at least i can move my neck. this whole eds thing is getting more irritating as time passes, even my wrists creak & grind now. fever: i had one of those for the last two days. i went to bed at 7:30 pm yesterday, and was up and down all night with bad dreams, drenched in sweat, and disoriented. i’m hoping tonight will be better. hf got home today after being away for a week, and managing the kids and work without him is never a walk in the park. finances: so we’re thinking of moving to the us so we can find better help for khalid, but money makes the world go round. admittedly, we don’t have all that much. alhamdulillah, allah has blessed us with more than most people- that we have a room over our heads and food every day is more than even half the world’s population can claim, but relocating the whole family, setting up a new home, and me being unable to work a full-time job due to health is worrying me. hamster: marty died last week or so. she passed away peacefully in her sleep. the girls buried her in a flower pot in the backyard and put a little marker on her grave and while they seem to be over it, every time i look out the kitchen window and see her resting place it makes me sad again. i don’t actually know if hamsters go to jannah, heh. husband: oops! i’ve been caught out of bed. time to be a grownup and stop blogging in the dark. posted in: uncategorized look, an update! march 14, 2015 7:45 am ⋅ 2 comments ⋅ abez hey, we’re blogging again!  see? i hope you like minecraft, because we sure do. posted in: video ⋅ tagged: minecraft raining january 19, 2015 8:58 am ⋅ 3 comments ⋅ abez it’s raining, it’s pouring- the engines are roaring! on the roads of dubai, the cars try to fly then they slip and they slide into crawling. so i’m getting ready to leave for my morning meetings, but i’m doing so by staring at google maps and trying to figure out whether traffic is getting better or worse. it’s 8:30 am right now and morning commute traffic should be starting to dissipate, but it looks like it’s coagulating instead. because rain. yes, rain. not a storm, not a flood, just… rain. and not because the roads are flooding (come on, that’s sharjah) but because people haven’t got the mental spare change to slow down and drive sensibly when the roads are slippery. expats of dubai: we got more dollars than sense. some people like to blame the a-rabs of a-rabia and say that the miskeen desert dwellers do better on dunes than raindrops, but the population of the uae is only 18% local emirati.  everyone else comes from places where not only does it rain- it also rains a lot. hydroplaning, shmydroplaning beta. the us, uk, bangladesh, india, philippines- none of the drivers from any of these countries have an excuse for the traffic chaos that a light sprinkle causes all the way across town.  come on- even pakistan has a monsoon season and not only are desi drivers accustomed to driving in torrential rains, we know how to float our tiny altos and mehrans through flooded gallis like tin gondolas through a knock-off of venice. even as a child i remember my father floating a bolan through two feet of water in azizabad, karachi and having a great time.  we do rain. but for some reason, dubai doesn’t.  i don’t have an explanation for it, but i do have fifteen more minutes to watch the road, and if it’s not clearing up, i’m leaving for my nearby meeting sixty minutes early rather than fifteen. because you know, rain? posted in: pakistan mashaallah, musfira. january 6, 2015 9:11 am ⋅ 6 comments ⋅ abez so mashaallah, musfira is getting taller, cheekier, and slightly wiser every day.  she has taken to gently correcting me and educating me throughout my day, sharing the wisdom of her many years – all three and a half of them – and the result is so adorably awesome that i almost hate disagreeing with her. we prefer our gween the-matoes fried, actually. we went grocery shopping the other day, musfira shared this timeless gardening tip: musfira: momma, did you know, when the matoes are gween that means they not wipe. momma: that’s right, very good! musfira: and whena cucumbuzz ah owange, that means they cawwots. if we’re worshipping furniture then this must be the world’s holiest ottoman. and while standing for prayer, musfira turned my prayer rug to a different qibla. musfira: here momma, this izza wight way. me: sweetheart, qibla is this way. musfira: you need to pway to the sofa, momma. me: we actually pray toward the ka’ba dear, in makkah? musfira: do we? hmm! she’s shared lots of wisdom, but half i’ve forgotten and the half has been unprintable as it is usually shared on the toilet, and is usually shared in relation to her bottom. (apparently your bottom is a pretty funny place when you’re three and a half.) that’s it for now, i’ve been taking anti-inflammatory meds for my arthritis for three months now, and have been feeling much better overall.  i’ll try to update more often, inshaallah. 🙂 posted in: musfira whee? november 23, 2014 9:53 pm ⋅ 5 comments ⋅ abez there’s this thing in writing where you just make yourself write non-stop for a certain amount of time without the pressure of a desired outcome of the expectation of making any sense.  i call it blogging. 😉 so i’m going to be on the radio tomorrow. you can listen here at 10am gmt + 4. it’s not my first radio interview, but it is my first time being in a recording studio with fancy button and knobs and levers.  there’s a lot of exciting stuff happening at work – in parallel to the not so exciting stuff – and some of it involves paperwork and stamping stuff but other bits are exciting and may involve golf and me being at a charity tournament. hmm. i don’t know if i’d call this writing.  it’s more like failing to write. but i’m going to make myself do it because the only way to strengthen a weak, underused muscle is to gentle torture it back into use again. (you see? this is why i’m not a physiotherapist) #selfie i got a retainer because my teeth were migrating south for the winter.  well, east actually.  to the left. that could be east or west depending on which way i’m facing.  i wear it at night and hf calls me darla.  i call him a slurpy, wet word that is produced as a combination of wires, plastic, and sloppy sibilant consonants. i have yet to translate it.  neither has he. i have arthritis, so my everything hurts.  my feet, my knees, my fingers – and oh em gee bang bang my fingers hurt. typing is a huge challenge and i have started using a dictation software for work emails more often than not.  i thought that was going reasonably well until i composed and emailed a proposal for therapy that involved a four letter word that sounded like fork but wasn’t fork.  i would have died from embarrassment except the parents have yet to follow through on meeting up. i wonder why. so this is my free-blogging update.  i want to do more of this writing thing and less of this guilting thing, because my blog has been alive for over ten years now and this is the longest any of my pets have ever lived so i’ll try not to let it die of neglect, inshaallah. by abez, the end. posted in: uncategorized so i did actually update november 11, 2014 4:26 pm ⋅ 1 comment ⋅ abez it just wasn’t here. 🙂 read it here posted in: autism my brain is out of shape. november 2, 2014 3:21 am ⋅ 3 comments ⋅ abez some people say writing is an art. that’s because they’re silly. writing is a sport actually- it’s like exercise for parts of your brain that otherwise go soft and floppy without creative stimulation. the less you write, the weaker your writing muscles become. eventually they atrophy, and you forget how to put two words together to form half of an incoherent thought. that is why, dear blogistan, lately when i’ve sat down to write the only thing my flabby, out of shape brain can come up with is meh. meh. posted in: uncategorized oops. october 22, 2014 9:14 pm ⋅ 2 comments ⋅ abez broke my blog layout. again.  hehe. i’ll get it figured out, inshaallah.   until then, sorry! posted in: uncategorized the catch-up game! october 8, 2014 2:57 am ⋅ 4 comments ⋅ abez assalamualaikum blogistan! so this is where i answer all of the shorter questions that were left last time.  some of you had longer and significantly more important questions, and inshaallah those will be answered separately.  but here we go: sumaiyah september 8, 2014 at 2:22 pm (edit) boss… how do you make applesauce? *sounds easy* ok, how do you make dabb sauce? dare looking it up!!! *mwahahaha* take a bunch of apples that your children wouldn’t eat, peel them, and then boil them with just enough water to cover with apples.  you can add a little sugar and cinnamon, and keep cooking them until they look translucent. when they’re done, blend them and then guilt your children into consuming them.  or if this doesn’t not sound appetising, turn them into pie instead. cinnamon apple sauce also makes a lovely topping for grilled desert lizard. bon appetit! sm september 8, 2014 at 2:27 pm (edit) assalamualaikum advice on time management please? i’m doing pre-med and could really use your help. walaikum assalam! i’m a big fan of the four quadrant system.  i can’t remember where i first read about it, but basically you sort your life into four categories. q1 is urgent and important: this is like your house burning down. q2 is important but not urgent: this is like your house needing a paint job. q3 is urgent but not important: this is when pink flamingo lawn ornaments are on sale for only one more day, so if you don’t get them now the sale will be over, but is buying pink flamingo lawn ornaments important to begin with? q4 is neither urgent, nor important: this is buying hats for the pink flamingos. they’re not on sale, the flamingos aren’t complaining, and there’s not real justification to spend your precious time dressing tacky lawn ornaments in the first place. this seems relatively straightforward as long as it relates to pink flamingos, but what about real life? i need to do my work email- that’s q1, urgent and important, and yet here i am answering questions on my blog instead. are these questions urgent? are they important?  some of the questions i consider important, but none of them are urgent.  before this i even snuck in half an hour of minecraft, which is a big, fat q4- neither urgent nor important. in order to manage your time smarter, you need to clean up all the emergencies in q1, and then work on living in the q2 zone as much as possible. q2 is where things are important but not urgent. that’s where you can schedule them at your convenience because none of them are on fire yet. q1 is rushing through your homework the night before it’s due, q2 is scheduling your homework four days before it’s due and being able to do an a+ job of it because you weren’t panicking. if you’re really honest about deciding whether things are q1,2,3, or 4, you should be spending your time and energy only where it’s important and not wasting it anywhere it’s not, regardless of whether it’s urgent. when you realize- and accept- that doing so will cut out most of your childish, pre-adulthood pursuits, you will not only be a more mature, productive person, you will also have a leg up on me, who still plays video games when no one’s looking. 😀 sumaiyah september 9, 2014 at 10:42 am (edit) ok, something sensible now, here goes – 1) how and when did byzantine lose control over northwestern anatolia and how do your relate this to the capture of thessaloniki from venetians in 1389? 2) can you give my love to musfira?  1) i wasn’t there and i don’t know! 2) done. 🙂 umm muhammad september 11, 2014 at 10:38 pm (edit) 1. do you read books? what kinds of books? i recently read destiny disrupted which is a history of islam told in a very, very beautiful, fluid, story-like way. it was so fascinating that i re-read it straight through a second time. i used to read fiction- lots and lots of fiction. then, at some point in my 20’s, i learned the concept of knowledge without benefit, and i started cutting back. yes, i still read harry potter and enjoyed the hunger games (though book 3 was disappointing, frankly), but those are actually the last pieces of fiction i’ve read for a very long time. i recently read the illustrated book of arguments, which i loved, as well as some sciency book that my sister loaned me- i can’t remember the title. i’m currently attempting to read a book about ehlers-danlos syndrome and other heritable connective tissue disorders, but again, i really try to read books that will count for me in my own book- my hisaab- versus against me. no, there’s nothing haram with reading books that don’t have haram in them, but if time is the most precious resource in the world, how can we justify killing hours and hours of it in the imaginary troubles of made-up people?  there are real people with real problems, and the more time we kill, the less time we have to help them- as well as ourselves- live. 2. what helps you most to stay away from the time-suck of the internet? honestly, i really, really struggle with the internet. it’s possibly the biggest fitna is my life, and i’m not joking. i use a few different tools. stayfocusd: this is a chrome plugin that you install and then acts as a guard dog on your internet use. i program it to give me 15 minutes a day of fb and twitter time cumulatively, after which it automatically shuts down all the sites on my blocked list for 24 hours. it has other options as well, which close out your blocked site list (which is customized) for a set number of hours, or for certain times of the day.  i close down my blocked list completely and only allow it to be opened if i access the settings at a certain time… like 5am. 😉  i do this when i have a busy work week, and it’s really the best productivity tool ever, mashaallah. tinyurl: this is another tool that blocks sites completely. it doesn’t have a timer, and it’s extremely useful for the kids too. youtube is simply blocked for them unless i come and enter the password.  for myself, i block certain sites entirely. if i needed to, i could have hf lock it for me and unless he gave me the password, i would have no way of unlocking them. i disable safari on my phone. the restrictions settings can be passcode locked and the passcode given to another person. i delete the twitter and fb apps from my phone and hf has the appstore password. if my measures seem extreme, it’s because i use the internet to escape from the real world when the amount of work on my plate stresses me out.  this is obviously problematic, given the more i procrastinate/escape, the higher the work piles and the greater its associated anxiety becomes. i’m an addict.  i don’t mean that in a joking way, i really, seriously mean it.  i’m addicted to the internet, and it sucks away my time, my creativity, and my productivity in the worst possible method of self-inflicted intellectual harm. 3. i doubt we will ever meet in this life, but i just want you to know that i love you for the sake of allah. keep me in your prayers. jazakillah. 🙂 khansa september 12, 2014 at 8:45 pm (edit) are three kids easier or harder than two kids to take care of? and lots of love and duas inshaallah. you know, when i had one kid, i was always busy.  when i had two kids, i was always busy. when i had three kids, i was always busy, but now i look back on when i only had one or two kids and wonder what the heck i was so busy with. i don’t know, honestly. i do know that i can’t imagine not having three children, and if two of them are out and only one is home, i’m still busy with that one. as a mom you give 100% of your attention to your children regardless of how many are there, so whether it’s 1,2, or 3, you’re still giving the same- 100%.  and allah knows best. not a loser september 19, 2014 at 5:55 am (edit) asalaamualaikum sister hope u r fine its a long time u see. i wanted to ask that about floods here in kashmir . i can tell u there are lot of wrong practices happening here nd some people say that this was punishment from allah can we say it ?? or was it a test plzzzzzz note there is lot of shirk here nd also some areas where badly affected while some where not !!so is it that allah was happy with some nd angry with some ??? it may be stupid question but its bothering me .may allah give u happiness in this life nd hereafter aameen!!!! walaikum assalam- in a nutshell, no.  allah sends people difficulties to test their faith, and disasters as a sign or reminder, but the punishment of allah is hell, not rain. for more details, see the following: http://www.islamicity.com/dialogue/q405.htm now, there are still three or four important questions pending, but i have some really q1 things to handle and each of those answers need the time and attention of q2 scheduling. posted in: uncategorized in a nutshell. in chicago. september 19, 2014 3:13 pm ⋅ 7 comments ⋅ abez assalamualaikum from chicago! did i mention i’m in chicago? right, sorry. so, as part of the unexpected life changes in our lives we’re in chicago at the moment.  don’t worry, i still live in dubai, but we’re here to see an ehlers-danlos syndrome specialist, and by we i mean me, myself, and all three of my kids. all of them. on an airplane (are we there yet?) in those tiny seats (can we go home now?) with those tiny tv’s (issa ipad inna seat?) and those messy easily-spillable servings of kid-unfriendly food that were actually very tasty, thank you turkish airlines! it was like the fight that wouldn’t end. we got onto a plane. we slept, we woke up, we were still on a plane. the kids cried to get off the plane, but we were still on the plane. khalid asked where the bedrooms in the plane were.  i hadn’t the heart to tell him they were less than a hundred feet away physically but a million miles away financially, so i told him there weren’t any and everyone slept in their seats. iman had a proper sobbing meltdown and needed to be cradled to sleep like a 30 pound infant, so she and i napped together in my seat in one big heap on exhaustion and flannel blankets. hf won the pillow of the flight award, for sleeping bolt upright with not one, but two people sleeping with heads in his lap. one of those heads was mine. the other was usually musfira’s. khalid’s only rest came during the three hours iman spent sleeping on top of me, when he was able to turn sideways across her chair and simply shut down from exhaustion. he woke up with a bruised shoulder. so how was the flight? alhamdulillah, very well considering how many things could have gone wrong but didn’t.  no one got hurt, sick, or lost. everyone made it to the bathroom on time. yes, there were lots of tears and sighing and yawning and requests to go home already, but it was a learning experience: we learned that we don’t like flying. but we do like cousins. my kids have five cousins here in the us that they met for the first time yesterday, and they spent the day in gleeful somersaults, toy exploration, cereal-eating and exploring things like “grass” and “clouds” in the great suburban outdoors. my poor little desert-dwellers, they kicked their shoes off in glee expecting to be running on the soft, yellow sand that cushions the ground beneath play equipment in dubai. instead, they found piles of pokey, scratchy wood and ran gingerly back for their shoes. “momma, iss rocks?” musfira asked, holding out piece of a wood-chip. “no dear, it’s wood-chip.” “why?” “because it’s softer than the ground. it’s like what marty has in the bottom of his cage.” musfira looked unconvinced. i pressed on. “hey, it’s like we’re giant hamsters and the park is a hamster cage… yay?” musfira blinks and the gears start turning. “hamstos??” she squeals, and runs off to collect piles of woodchamp. “yay!” khalid is slightly less impressed with america so far. i took him to use the bathroom in my elder brother’s house for the first time, and gave him an orientation on how to use the lota. “see khalid, this is called a lota. you need to fill it up before you use the bathroom, otherwise if you sit down to go pee first then you might find the lota empty and how will you wash yourself then?” “why is this here?” khalid asks, with genuine concern, “have water pipes not yet been invented in north america?” “i was wondering the same thing dear, but most people don’t use water here, so they’re not usually installed in bathrooms.” “why?” “that’s a discussion for another time dear.” speaking of bathroom culture shock, iman had to use a porta-potty at the park yesterday, and it was a new and amazing and awful experience for her. “momma!” she called out from across the park, “that tiny room has a little toilet in it! but it has no water, no sink, and nothing but hand sanitizer. so i cleaned myself with sanitizer, is that ok?” “it’s good enough for now dear, let’s wash you when you get home.” oops, it’s almost six am now. time to pray fajr and start rousing my tired lil world travellers. posted in: uncategorized first come, first served; rubina! september 12, 2014 3:34 am ⋅ 6 comments ⋅ abez what is your schedule like? i have a 7 month old now, any suggestions on how to be a calm parent, how to give the right tarbiyat, how to incline them towards islam and the spicy desi food. – rubina assalamualaikum rubina. 🙂  children are weird, sticky, lovely, quirky, fascinating miniatures of ourselves- doubly as complicated and while being only half as sensible.  i don’t think i can cover the whole gamut of good islamic parenting for three reasons- i don’t know the whole gamut of good islamic parenting. seven month olds are still struggling with object permanence, maybe it’s a little early for tarbiyya 😉 i have a good recipe for nihari. but i can talk about patience and staying calm.  so here i goes. on no soul… the ayah in the qur’an that everyone refers to when they’re about to have a nervous breakdown- about how allah never burdens a soul with more than they may bear? it includes children. i know right. seriously. no matter how many times they throw up on your keyboard, break your phone, rub jelly onto your eid clothes or pee on dado’s silk carpet, it is within your capability to maintain sunnah-like calm.  so say this to yourself: i can do this. i can follow the sunnah. i can teach my children with love.  i can even discipline them with love in my eyes even if there’s disappointment on my face. and when i mess up, i’m going to apologize to them with love and show them what a mature muslim does when they make a mistake. cast yourself as the leader, not the victim: compare: & contrast everything was so much easier before i had kids- i could wake up for fajr, i even prayed tahajjud sometimes. i read more qur’an, i attended more lectures.  i was in better shape. my butt was perkier. they’ve made my life so hard, and i know motherhood isn’t easy but sometimes i really wish i could be left alone sometimes.  nutshell: children ruined your life. subhanallah- i know i’m struggling right now and boy does my butt look flabby, but inshaallah once the baby starts sleeping through the night i’m going to start easing back into ibadah. maybe bebeface and i can start learning some qur’an together.  nutshell: children are part of your life. there’s a difference between nutshell 1 and nutshell 2- even though the story is the same, it’s how you perceive your role.  are you an unwilling victim of procreation? or are you going to be a muslim momma warrior? a messy, damp, tired, wild-eyed ummi on a mission to do the best you can with what you have and thank allah for what you don’t? your words affect your thoughts as much as your thoughts affect your words. the mental story you tell yourself about being a young mother determines how it all plays out. the pro-tip: no-no-prompt one of the best tools any parent can have in their behavior modification belt is the simple rule of no-no-prompt.  let’s say, for example, you tell your 1 year old not to bang his cup on the floor. you make sure you have his attention and you say, “gimme the cup please!’ he stares at your blankly. he has such chubby cheeks. you repeat yourself in the same tone- firm, straightforward. not sing-songy, not scary, not begging, you just say it. “gimme the cup please!” when he ignores you the second time with the glint in his eye that says he just wants to see which cracks first- you or the cup- that’s the second no.  you told him once, no response. you told him twice, no response.  now here comes the prompt. the third time around, you just say, gimme the cup. then, you take the cup and say thanks! and put the cup out of his reach. he might fuss and wiggle and whine and cry until he blows snot bubbles, so you have two options. you can take the short way or the long way, depending on what your goal for that teaching moment is. the short way is to maintain consistency, to distract him away from the cup because you don’t want him to have it for whatever reason. he’s not thirsty, he’s just experimenting with the limits of your patience and the durability of bpa-free plastic. you said no cup, so no cup. do not cave. do not give him the cup. life will go on. the long way might be a case where he might want a drink and you’re ok with him having the cup, you’re just not ok with him banging it.  so when he calms down, you can give him the cup again and if he bangs again- lather, rinse, repeat. use no-no-prompt to teach that drinking is ok but banging is not. it will take more than few tries. it may even take days, but if you succeed in being consistent, he will learn that if he bangs he’ll lose the cup. remember, no kid ever died of crying. and no parent can teach a child that does not listen. babies get off easy because they look like their faces are made of buttercream, but they’re cheeky and smart.  cheeky babies that get away with snatching toys, hitting, and screaming to get what they want inevitably grow up into cheeky toddlers that snatch toys, hit others, and scream to get what they want. there is no magical age at which your children will suddenly start behaving properly, so you have to set the standard for compliance without fear, yelling, or hitting from early on simply through being consistent in your requests (no-no-prompt) and not caving to crying when you’re following through. and now, not your nano’s nihari: find some big ole beef cubes and trim the fat off (a kilo?) sautee’ them in the bottom of a pressure cooker with half a cup of oil and half a pack of shan nihari masala. you can use a whole pack if you plan to serve dinner with a fire extinguisher. once the beef is brown and the oil in the pan begins to separate from the spicy, meaty, juiciness- pour in a litre and a half of boiling hot water. then, close the pressure cooker and try not to blow up the kitchen for around 30 mins. still, without blowing up your kitchen, open the pan and find a piece of beef to poke. it should be soft but not breaking into pieces. if it’s already too soft, you can actually take the beef out and put it to the side while we finish up the sauce so it doesn’t disintegrate further. do you have friend onions? well you need them. take a whole cup and throw them into your blender with just enough water to make a paste. this is not cheating, this is food science. put this paste into your nihari. it is yummy. now, to your bubbling pot of spicy brown broth- add the juice of a whole lemon, salt to taste and a handful of chopped coriander. if you’re happy with the taste, thicken it with some flour- dissolve 1/2 cup flour in a cup of cold water separately. mix well because nobody likes lumpy nihari. ok, so you should now have a hot, salty, sour, beefy pot of beefy goodness. and here’s what your nano doesn’t know: serve it on french fries. take a huge heaping scoop of nihari, pour it over fries and garnish with yogurt, chaat masala, fried onions, fresh coriander and lemon juice. it is amazing. and when you do, send me a picture so we can post it on twitter and see if nihari fries go viral. 😉 posted in: applied behavior analysis, ask abez, momma-ism, parenting ask me something. please. september 8, 2014 1:29 am ⋅ 16 comments ⋅ abez so, until i can get my head around the new and exciting challenges in my life and blog about it, let’s think of something to do while we’re waiting! i’m not very good at writing sometimes, but i can answer questions like a boss.  seeing as how i’m the director, technically even the most poorly worded question will be answered like a boss.  cuz i am a boss, albeit a poorly-worded one, hehe. so, who’s got a question? and would you like to address it to me, or my acute asthmatic bronchitis? best regards, the boss, applesauce. posted in: uncategorized silence is golden august 26, 2014 12:42 pm ⋅ 8 comments ⋅ abez so i haven’t updated in a while.  i understand that, for people who don’t follow me on twitter, that could mean that i’ve gone and died.  fair enough.  my twitter handle is @zebasez.  in case you want to see if i haven’t died yet. i’ve been meaning to write but the problem with writing is that you have to take big, abstract, lumpy concepts like uncertainty, fear, fatigue, pain, and try to fit them neatly into paragraph-sized boxes.  writing is a hands-on thing, but my hands hurt.  my back hurts. my legs hurt. my head hurts.  and now that i’ve been told that all three of my children are likely to have ehlers-danlos syndrome too, my heart hurts. ouch, right in the feels! once upon a time i begged allah for khalid to not have autism, but he did, and that’s been a blessing for us all.  now, i pray for my children’s health, but if they have ehlers-danlos, let it be the focal point around their remembrance of allah and a daily reminder of their own mortality whether they wanted one or not. cuz they’re certainly going to need one.  we all do. allah loves my children more than i do, so if he should decide that khalid will have low muscle tone and iman will have elbows that can be wrung like a wet towel and musfira- my tiniest cupcake- should have a heart murmur, then he has decided that for them out of love, not in spite of it. i don’t want to give too much away but there are some major life changes coming up for us that i’m not done grieving yet. so until then, silence is golden. and maybe i’ll post some memes so no one thinks i’ve died. hehe. posted in: uncategorized no hands august 24, 2014 1:10 pm ⋅ 1 comment ⋅ abez posted in: poetry the husbandtrolls august 10, 2014 10:57 am ⋅ 3 comments ⋅ abez me: did you know that muslims killed dracula? hf: that makes sense, muslims hate fun. me: that’s the title of the lecture, don’t you remember? hf: “don’t you remember?”  that’s a terrible title for a lecture.  *trollface* :p posted in: husbandfiles the tale of peter rabbit july 12, 2014 2:33 pm ⋅ 1 comment ⋅ abez as part of our homeschooling exercises, i give khalid written questions to answer about stories we’ve read.  this was his terse, and entirely pragmatic response to the epic tale of peter rabbit. 🙂 who is peter rabbit? he was the rabbit who robbed mr.mcgregor’s garden. what did his mother tell peter rabbit and his sisters to go do? to pick berries. what did peter do instead? he snuck into a garden. why was going to the garden a bad idea? he had to go home. how did peter get home again? he escaped. what advice would you give peter? don’t go there again. posted in: autism, khalid post navigation 1 2 3 … 24 next » recent commentsmaryam ismail on well, that escalated quickly…maryam ismail on well, that escalated quickly…saadia on well, that escalated quickly…s on well, that escalated quickly…ashley on ilmfest and ehlers-danlos blogroll al maghrib institute ameera khan autism science foundation bint ul islam daily qur'an lessons dalishah dawn raids dear little auntie diary of a muslim girl esisters fajr: when dawn breaks from fatiha to naas i got it covered! mona's baby story muhammad al shareef's blog muslim household muslim matters my friend bajira photon in the darkness quackwatch sadaf's space scream-free muslims stranded mom the gori wife the tight knot this is not clever yasminay categories adventures applied behavior analysis ask abez autism autismuae bebefiles gems heart softeners hijab husbandfiles iman islam khalid medical misadventures mission x-20 momma-ism mortal wounds musfira mystery bean chronicles pakistan parenting pics pictures poetry ramadan right brain/left brain stringbean chronicles tafseriously uncategorized video writing previous posts january 2017 november 2016 september 2016 may 2016 march 2016 february 2016 january 2016 november 2015 october 2015 september 2015 july 2015 june 2015 may 2015 april 2015 march 2015 january 2015 november 2014 october 2014 september 2014 august 2014 july 2014 june 2014 may 2014 april 2014 march 2014 february 2014 january 2014 december 2013 november 2013 october 2013 september 2013 august 2013 july 2013 june 2013 may 2013 april 2013 march 2013 february 2013 january 2013 november 2012 september 2012 august 2012 july 2012 june 2012 may 2012 april 2012 march 2012 january 2012 december 2011 november 2011 october 2011 september 2011 august 2011 july 2011 june 2011 may 2011 april 2011 march 2011 february 2011 january 2011 december 2010 november 2010 october 2010 september 2010 august 2010 july 2010 june 2010 may 2010 april 2010 march 2010 february 2010 january 2010 december 2009 november 2009 october 2009 september 2009 august 2009 july 2009 june 2009 may 2009 april 2009 march 2009 february 2009 january 2009 december 2008 november 2008 october 2008 september 2008 august 2008 july 2008 june 2008 may 2008 april 2008 march 2008 february 2008 january 2008 december 2007 november 2007 october 2007 september 2007 august 2007 july 2007 june 2007 may 2007 april 2007 march 2007 february 2007 january 2007 december 2006 november 2006 october 2006 september 2006 august 2006 july 2006 june 2006 may 2006 april 2006 march 2006 february 2006 january 2006 december 2005 november 2005 september 2005 august 2005 july 2005 june 2005 may 2005 april 2005 march 2005 february 2005 january 2005 december 2004 november 2004 october 2004 september 2004 august 2004 july 2004 june 2004 may 2004 april 2004 march 2004 february 2004 january 2004 december 2003 november 2003 october 2003 september 2003 august 2003 july 2003 june 2003 may 2003 april 2003 march 2003 © copyright 2012 - abez sez assalamualaikum! galaxy theme by pixelpetal ⋅ wordpress


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